Standing on my soap box

I know I am guilty of wanting marriage and only seeming to talk about it, but today is when I am going to stop. Instead of only pestering Jordan to get married (and end up pushing him away), I am going to take a step back and appreciate him for who he is. Marriage is a ceremony that announces to the world the vows that Jordan and I have already made between our two hearts. The ceremony can wait. Right now, I just want to appreciate the opportunities I have for my education, and student teaching and put all that I can into it, as these are what are going to affect the future that will belong to Jordan and me. When the time is right, it will come. Me nagging is not going to do anything.